愛.慧

i m confused. i don't understand since when u see me as an annoying, self-centred, ridiculous，superficial and stupid person. i know i m not flawless for damn sure，but i know i m nothing like that for fucking damn sure.if i dont physically or mentally attract you，y you r still be with me？？？？for charity？  maybe i m not as sensitive as you r ,but it doesnt mean i wont get hurt.

maybe back then if afer the one night talk, nothing had happened between us, we would still be perfect to each other. when u think of me, u will say she 's the girl i wanna be with, i wanna share my life with,i wanna TALK with.we shared a moment that i will never forget.

now the moment is gone, and so is the feeling. i'm afraid that we just get used to have each other around but forget what brought us to this relationship at the first place. " love and loyalty","love you as who y r"  ARE　ＴＨＥＳＥ　ＴＲＵＥ？ＯＲ　ｔｈｅｙ　ａｒｅ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｐｕｒｅｌｙ　ｌｉｅｓ？　i m confused.......

 

若要残忍，不要在我脆弱的时候；若要离开，不要在我想依赖你的时候；若你不爱我，不要带走我爱别人的能力；若你爱我，如果不会永远，如果不是唯一，如果 如果 如果......我情愿从来没认识过你。